5.00 PM on a sunny Sunday.
My mind is blank; ears are listening to Michael buble; with eyes keep looking at the comfy bed. I’m fighting the urge to touch my bed… The moment I touch it, I will be gone until 8PM before I finally awake again.
This has been a pleasant week. I started my exercise, running, and badminton again, and I feel so much better :) Work has been more manageable (at least for this week), and I managed to be back home before 12 everyday. Haha…
I’m not sure if I’m complaining a lot about my work, but I actually very much OK with it. However, it seems like I gave a wrong impression to those people who asked me about my work… especially my family! These days, my mum starts to countdown to the end of my 3-year bond… and even asked if I would like to go back to Indo once my bond is cleared.
Well, it caught me by surprise. Frankly speaking, I never realized that it’s just another 4 months to complete my bond. I’m free to choose what I want to do afterwards… but guess what - I’m taking the freedom as a pressure instead. It was so convenient to answer, “Oh, I got 3-year bond” when people asked why I chose to work in Singapore. Few months from now, I have to think of another excuse… I can’t even find any answer for my parents yet. Of course Singapore is convenient and safe and such… but it’s also a stressful, competitive county with skyrocketing accommodation price… Still again, it’s how you can keep yourself motivated to do better… but you can’t wish to get maid and car here…
… and the fight in my mind continue… which I will leave to the future me to decide.
This week, we watched “Adjustment Bureau” and “The Next 3 days”… One by Matt Damon and another by Russell Crowe. One comedy, one serious. Both are talking about a guy who did anything for the one he loves. Oh well, I’m giving 8 /10 to the first movie and 7 / 10 to the second one, since I preferred comedy more :p And yes, I watched Green Hornet too! Jay's English was pretty good.. at least its clearer than his Chinese :p
I hate to admit that my birthday is coming up T_T One more year closer to the mid-life crisis. I thought of a very funny plan earlier today. I feel like stop working for a year, and use it to fully build and pamper myself - practice Yoga, train Badminton, achieve Marathon, go for face wash, spa, and skin care. After a year, i want to see the healthy and slim version of myself. Haha...
Ok, enough of the random blabbering. Time to do some planning...
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