About Me

I don’t like to break a promise… so I always resist myself in making any promise. Yet today, I break a promise AGAIN. To the same person AGAIN. And hate to say that it happened at the same month. I’m really sorry.. It’s useless for me to say that I wont do it AGAIN.. Cause it already happened twice. I only hoped that next time, I can be wiser to make up my mind.. My deepest apology…

This few days, I got a lot of attitude thinking.. (does it because I’m 20 now? :p hahaha.. ) I realized some facts about me…

I don’t like to be ignored. That led to my hesitance in initiating a friendship... I also don’t like the feeling of betrayal.. Thus I avoid it by not putting hope to anyone… I don’t like a rendezvous, because it’s always the beginning of a separation. I believe everyone has its own business, so I hardly started a chat for fun. I was also too blind to see if anyone need my help, until they said it out explicitly.. More.. I can feel that I always talk.. but never act..

Sometimes I really don’t know what kind of person I’m going to be… :’( All of them might not really connected to each other.. but it’s just some of the things that filing up my mind this whole week… Well...

Wondering,
Erlin.D